Me!

[Jai]

I feel so lost

This self imposed loneliness

This armor around my heart

This brick fence i've built

To protect myself from hurt and pain

Longs to be broken

But i'm so afraid

To let anyone in

Of getting too close

Of letting someone love me

Of loving someone

But not loving someone

Not letting anyone love me

Is perhaps worst

Than being alone

It still cause hurt and pain

In my self imposed exile

In the safety of this cocoon

I've built around me

I long to be touched

To be loved by someone

But i dare not let anyone in

I'm too scared to leave

For fear of being hurt

For fear of the pain

For fear of my heart being broken

I'm not made of stone

I Want, I Need, I Love

But from a distance

Because it's safer that way

~Jai~