Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckk

[grouchosuave]

And 2 days of folks paying 5 bucks a head per month gets us a new failure screen.

I know;
be patient;
it has only been a couple of days
no new engineer yet and plenty of changes

still

'waaaaaaaahhhhhhhh'

[chandra]

I don't want to wait till 11 o'clock and I don't believe them anyway...
meh.

besides, I'm feeling so sick of computer related stimulation lately I could scream...perhaps it's all the rain and coop-up-ment that goes along with that...but, still.

[Feanor]

Ya it said by 12 noon the 2 then 5.. says 11 now..I don't either....
Ok Job. Yesterday I blew my top again everything is all F'd up.
1/2' to 3/4 all over the place. Supervisor playing the trip off om me, while I'm tying to avoid him and solve as much as I can. He fucked it all up from the main floor. I pointed this out. been some stupid Ego, control, dominating big dick trip ever sence. See this guy doesn't really care about the project, just so he looks good. For years now I try to while he's not watching fix whats wrong. Hard to do while he's following you every move and doing everything he can to stop you from having it posibly noticed that he fucked up. I've been playing this for years now. It get tiring ti have to feed his Ego while fixing his mistakes while he well I'm ranting, you get the idea.
I blew up again. He responded by telling me to get my tools and leave "HIS" job..ha ha fucking egotistical moron. You know how many costomers have called him a prick, Ass, ect after watching how he treats me most of the time.Then say "Fuck him" this is T&M Your doing a great job.
Even had two call the office and say isf he din't stay away they were stopping the job. I want David. Usually made things worse for a while.
Anyway that was just after lunch yesterday, I left. I havn't called to play "Oh please I'm so sorry I'll be good mow my BIG DICK" they havn't called me. Drop of my 18 hour time card tomorrow, so we'll see what they petty bullshit they have planed. Seen alot of it over the years...
Funny I've watched 3 people not make it more that 8 months as Rods go to guy. They all quit.
Then I think, "Oh Fuck, Again. Ok coffee breaks over back on your head".
I'm Ok though I have a tax return comming about 2 weeks pay worth. An Lots of folks I've turned cash work down from. It's just scarry, I liked that paycheck on fri. I might have just forced my own hand. We used to have a guy I directed, loved working w/ him, they treated him like shit. He told me once, they had his self confidence so drained he started doughting wether he could do this for a living at all. He's now his own contractor, and hired a few guys. He's on top of my list of who to call. But I'm just going to chill and build my Entertainment center..
There ya go..

[Feanor]

P.S. and tribe just charged me yesterday....HA HA HA HA....

[ultra low frequency]

so tribe died again...lol...it's like waiting on a drug deal in a bad neighborhood...people who know me contact me on regular e-mail...those who do not don't...there are people all over that know my addy but do not write...and there are lots of tribe people who know my addy and do...we need to get back to personal connections again...and your personal factor goes down the more friends you have...on average...no one i know who has 400+ friends can possibly talk to them all on a personal level...anyways...my point was that we should take the time to write each other outside of these networks more often...seems everything becomes corporate in the end...even our communities and family relationships...lol...par...

[arize]

hhhhhhhh™
oh well.
and hello everyone!
and sorry to hear that dragon!
and chandra - word on the computer stuff, but I've been enjoying the rain......

yesterday around sunset (hard to tell in the clouds exactly) I went to the hot tub and did my thing. Its been pretty friggin chilly for us here so the periods between dips where I hung out cooling off one cold rain droplet at a time was relatively short. still so blissful, especially now that I have my very own code to the place which I have shared with no one! :)

I'm at work. i'm producing a newsletter on software I'm using for the first time. GREAT software! I'm loving my learning but don't have time for all that.

later I teach Pilates and if I don't have any students, I will practice some gymnastics and martial arts and consider how to apply Pilates to enabling me to move in those ways.

I guess I'm happy.

oh. and I'm doing a liver cleanse. I begin fasting this evening and finish up with all the "cleansing" parts tomorrow. in time to feel GREAT for the super bowl.


didn't mean for this to be a blog, but well, was just in the mood.

peace, y'all.

[chandra]

i'm doing liver cleansing right now too...milk thistle, dandelion, yellow dock and stuff...as well as offing the caffeine and other addictions...the one to brent, mostly...which is hard.
ugh.

[arize]

yeah, I ran out of coffee last week and didn't buy any more. funny we're both doing this without even talking about it. I'm doing the flush thing tonight with olive oil and grapefruit juice.
and kicking those other habits - yeah, that's hard too. i think i finally have V out of my system. I mean at least most of him anyway. too bad. took me as long to flush him as it did to imbibe him. i guess that's fair.

[grouchosuave]

I'm cleansing my donut damaged skull
with an all natural regimen of PBR and Carne asada this weekend.

[^Rhino!]

PBR and Carne asada? Sounds mighty good.

I'm thinking about octopus/squid/cuttlefish enchiladas and a couple of Tecates myself.

Perhaps a side order of Camerones Diablo.

Big bowl o' chips.

Pico de gallo salsa.

Yeah.

Works for me.